the feeling was so neutral when i heard that you're going to get into a relationship next year. I guess next year will be a very tough year for me. Second year without Jonathan without Sinyi i just hope I'll survive and i have to believe that I will.
If only i am not so hot-tempered. Being alone in this uni isn't a bad thing and i don't see any benefit of it either. Well at least i still love all of them.
God i hand in our relationship unto your hands. At least, let me be a little bit special to him. not the awkward part, but the other way round. For he is special to me. Amen
The feeling is just so strange that i could totally feel the happiness whenever i see you
The care the love the annoying side of yours. Everything give me the natural feeling that as if it's ought to be like this. I hope i am special enough to be the only one who receive this.
The photo of us are printed in my mind so clear as if we're like this when we get older and older. still fight with each other and i'll be the mama that takes everything easily and you're the grandpa who is so grumpy, but the love the care still remains even though you don't show it out . The photo is so vivid in mind. I guess everything started with that photo aite?
This is the only place that i could write like this. I guess everything takes time. including this relationship.
life in UM has been too good. Thank God for His wonderful planning, as He gave me the best residential college (i think) in UM and the best seniors i could ever get in other places. oh oh oh and the best buddy!!!! There is this tradition in UM where everyone of us will have a buddy in our course. i have a buddy who treats me like her own sister. God is just too great
too much joy in me. wondering when will be the next time i be sad again. of course i hope it never happen but we know that is totally impossible. i just hope everyday i live in His way, doing things He wants me to do.