one is silver and the other gold

Had so much fun today. literally spent the day with my best buddy. and celebrated old friend's birthday. the fun we had just proves me that high school never ends!:D

I really can't bother anymore. be it a lie or a truth i just can't be bothered. So much of trust so much of fun just got spoiled. and it's all your fault. whatever it is i think i will really stop guessing and stop asking around. you have your life to move on and so do i. i'm totally fine with your decision of making use of me to achieve what you've been longing for. okay i know it sounds harsh but you have no idea how much i need to go through to make myself up to this stage.


happy February folks. this month is definitely going to be better than January.no more drama but more music. Chopin Beethoven and Schubert. :D

you can take everything i have

you can break everything i am

like i'm made of glass

like i'm made of paper

like a skyscraper

what is this

what?

i have a bad habit of guessing (predicting?no i'm not a fortune teller) about what's coming up next. it's like you're the audience and when you watch a show you'll start guessing what's on next. and yeah i'm taking as if i'm the audience watching everything happens and guess the next scene. something irritating is i always get it right. since last year?

caring about you is seriously something i'd do automatically. God knows why am i so good to you. well i guess it's hormones taking it? so much of crying to each other so much of scolding and teasing each other, i guess this is something worth holding it right? we're so gonna be the buddy of each other.

i don't know why but are you comparing with me and you together? please there is nothing to be compared. i hope you understand this. my way of carrying life is so different to yours, at least i know my limit, but do you? making parents worried is something you do but it's definitely not mine. well because i know i have no right to worry bout someone when my parents have to be worried bout what am i doing am i right?

it's time to step out from the limelight, it's okay to be the cameo because without the cameo, the lead role won't shine.

LEE HUI YIN STOP GUESSING. IT'S NON OF YOUR BUSINESS.
after all you're just a bridge for them to walk across and meet.

so much of feeling heartache but you'll never understand. because that's you.

who do you think you are

running 'round leaving scars

collecting jar of hearts

carrying love apart

don't come back to me 

don't come back at all

annoyed

pretty suits my feeling. well its totally how i'm feeling now

the reason i can write anything and vent my anger here is because i know no one reads my blog. well at least not this blog. but since my blogs are practically dead now so i don't think anyone reads it anymore. fine it doesn't matter

i got so pissed and annoyed. why would i get scolded when my intention was to just to accompany you and all i got was nasty words.

whatever it is i can't even tell about what's in my mind now. since the person i really want to talk about this matter to doesn't want to hear about it anymore and i shall just remain silent.

give me some peace that i want to feel and see and hear. no i don't vent vulgar word.

whoah

ignore the title. since when i am not random right. 

btw i didn't know blogger has changed until like this. got a little bit surprised hehe.hopefully i still know how to use. okay don't know also much learn.

it's been a year since i blogged in English. and yeah my English is forever poor. gotta do something about it. forever getting band3 for my MUET and you're not wrong i am this lousy. 

2012 has been a hectic year for me. all the ups and downs. But i really thank God for putting me into SDJ and i got to know all my awesome friends. so much to tell but i am lazy to write. anyway i doubt no one reads my blog either so yea. ;)

shall really blog more English post. make this blog lively again wee!<3 div="div">

i could offer you a warm embrace

to make you feel my love

ff

it stands for fortisissmo in musical term. but it stands for FOREVER FAT, to me.

i'm so fat until i feel like chopping off my fats. like seriously! goodness what is wrong with me. whenever i stand on the weighing machine, either it remains stationary or it moves to the right.

Dear fats, i love you when you can bring warmth to me. but i freaking dislike you when you make me grow horizontally. this is so sad!

DETERMINATION IS THE WORD YO LEE HUI YIN!!!!!!!

i do enjoy the time when i talk to you

and i hope you do too

super bass?

just because of the song i'm listening now, there it goes with the title. wonder when would my randomness disappear, well guess it'd be an unknown

The reasons of blogging here again is just to refresh this page since the last post was in October 2011. and yea i believe no one reads this. who cares. i just need some personal space

supposed to enjoy my one week holiday end up i am busy with all the tuition classes. life's been way too busy. even busier than SPM time. i wonder what am i doing now. as in what's the point of doing all these.

sometimes i ask myself whether am i doing the right thing or not. been reminding myself not to fall or i should say, change my mind. and there are times that i don't even know what am i thinking.

have been driving alone to anywhere i want now. of course i'll still be in JB. it's just nice to stay alone at times when you feel like you're going to break into pieces. well at least i know i am not alone and never i'll be. giving myself some personal time is to give time for myself to rest, without thinking what the world is going to be in the next second as much as i concern that it's not ending.

if only you knew what's in my mind, and if only i could guess what's in your mind. i wouldn't need to keep asking myself with all the stupid questions. i am truly happy when i talk to you, and i hope you do feel happy too. at least the smile on your face is something that could make me smile.

more posts will be up. blogger is just nice.

;)

when the rain in blowing in your face

and the whole world is on your case

i could offer you a warm embrace

to make you feel my love

'O Sole Mio

seriously, watch this video, and start loving their voice

have been listening to this song since yesterday. and currently fall for one of the member named Piero Barone!!!

HIM HIM HIM!!!!! He is wayyyy tooo cuuuttteeee!!=D

16 this year. oh hi little boy =D

Exam is coming woohoo!

I am living by faith

nothing is impossible!=D

ITS YOUR DAY!

My last post was about my birthday. Today, this post is about birthday again, but its not my birthday, but my superb friend's birthday!=D

Blessed birthday Genevynn Loh Su Wen!!! The only way you will see this blog post is when you see the photo. HAH!

You're 20 this year. and your celebration is so much different from the previous years. Just see the location you're at now is already very very different. LOL

Nothing much to say because whatever i want to say i already said it before you left to China-Land. Well i just hope you'll take good care of yourself. This is the MOST IMPORTANT THINGGGG.

Dear Gen, guess what? I don't miss you. HAHAHAHAH.

Somehow the ups and downs we had this year were so much different. WE KNOW WHY. Never mind, let bygone be bygone, we're good now =). We both have changed, changed to be a better us. isn't it a good thing?

I shall end this birthday post with a photo of us taking together. EH INI GAMBAR TAHUN LEPAS. we forever don't take photo together and i wonder whyyy.

BE SAFE BE HEALTHY BE GOOD! HUGS!=D

what makes you

kay, so how should i start this post?

let's see

whookay, so i am officially an 18 y/o lady. Had a good time with my friends. No more FMGT to celebrate for me, no more Convent girls to sing birthday song for me. But the happiness is remained unchanged. =)

my holiday is packed. going out EVERYDAY. woohoo!

I MISS MY GHOST I MISS MY BUDDY I MISS MY BOSS I MISS EVERYONE.

i don't like you. yes i don't

I WANT TO SING

somewhere over the rainbow way up high

there's a land that i've heard of once in a lullaby

stating fact

about how blessed i am.

Banged someone's car yesterday. Although it's not very serious damage but somehow the car got scratched a bit. The whole main point is, the car was bought 6 months ago. Tell me what would you do if you're the owner? If i were the owner i'd probably ask that person to send my car to the factory and repair it. But guess what, i didn't need to pay a single cent. Yet the uncle asked me to drive carefully. Sometimes i really wonder why am i so blessed. Not say i'm sicked to be blessed but hey, i am way too blessed.

God is so great. Just when i asked for His help and He answered my prayer.

Shared my testimony with the SDJ boys during last Friday's MQ. Glory to the Lord because it motivated the students and it touched their heart. It makes me realise that we don't have to do SUPER DUPER UBER great things. All we have to do is to follow His plan, and He'll give us a result which is wayyy greater than anything than you could ever imagine.

Dear Lord, I have no idea what's ahead of me. But i'm willing to walk in your way. For you have the best plan for me, and i shall not worry, and follow every of your steps. Amen

Father you are king over the flood

I will be still know you are God